truths

Let continue with this theme of honesty;

I read and do what I want when I want. I write for myself. I will always be controversial. I'll sing off key and play my music as loud as I can. I won't sleep and I'll be grumpy. I'll drink to find the inspiration I've lost. My honesty can be upsetting, but I'm not sorry about that. I'm going to live this life until I can't take it anymore. I love wholeheartedly. I don't cry. I refuse to apologize for who I am so take me or leave me. I live for the moment when you've been up for days and everything becomes so clear.

leave it alone

you say you want honesty, but you wouldn't be able handle it.

jersey to delaware

i'm rarely a jealous person and i know my place in everyones life. not one day that i've known you did i think i would ever miss you when you left. now i find myself missing everything part of you; your smile, your laugh, and your strange ability to make me angry with a few words, an ability that few have. i've never met anyone like you and pray i never come across it again, i don't think i could handle it. you're in no means the perfect person..i'm not even sure you're a good person but you compliment my own selfishness perfectly and i'll miss that. you taught me things about myself that i wouldn't have know if it weren't for you. so thanks and have a cozy life pretending that you're not who you are.

fearless

okay blog, i created you in february and haven't touched you; that i'm sorry for. so heres what i can promise to you: i won't pay attention to grammar or capital letters and won't write for anyone, but myself. we have the next 364 days to spend together and i'll visit you each day. the only attention you'll ever need is mine. my writing will be judged and i don't care. i know i'm not the best writer or even a good one at that, but here it goes. :)